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Henry Begler's avatar

Good (notes for an) essay today. Your final section is very similar to my relationship to Judaism and the humanistic, George Steiner, Isaac Deutscher, our-homeland-the-text thing. I still find it very attractive as an idea and a mode of being but over the last 18 months I have come to think there's a sort of moral vanity to it, requiring as it does the "real" believers, the fanatics to do the dirty work of actually carrying out the Law. You can't really sustain a people on a certain set of values, especially what are just cultivated middle-class ones in the end. But I suppose it has led me down the opposite path to you -- not further from God necessarily but certainly further from the tradition. It has me struggling to see any value in that tradition at all if all it was leading to was modern Israel, but it's also its own form of moral vanity to believe that the last 5000 years were just a journey to the edge of the cliff (I suppose I know the Christian answer to this, lol). Anyway, I am wary of doing spiritual autobiography on this website but your writing has a way of getting it out of me-- best of luck on your continued journey.

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Kevin LaTorre's avatar

Congratulations on coming to the faith! (It’s such a lame phrase for what you’re receiving, but it’s worth saying nonetheless, praise God.)

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